I learned a lot of things on my trip. I have to say, things have been getting better and better for me the more I have stepped out of my comfort zone.
Its been hard. Tough and not what i've expected. I've burned bridges, exacted my revenge, but in the mean while.. Created a new environment for not only myself but for others. I learned how leadership works.. I've learned how to work with others. I learned how to put my faith in others.
Before I was very independent..for myself all for myself.. But thats because of how the world created me. I learned.. though I can rely on others. I can put my trust. In you guys, my taum squad.. my gf.
When i was younger. I didn't see much of a future, I believed I was a big messup, that the world around me did not want someone like me. I was a very depressed young child with kind of family situations/friend situations that nearly took my life.
I got a huge scar on my left arm from the wrist up to the middle of my arm from an attempt, that landed me into a hospital and a mental institute to heal myself. From that I learned.. I could take charge.. and stop worrying about all these people who cared nothing for me.. and be for myself only. That is what i was for a few years.
I'm still an angry child from that. But i'm much stronger.. Much scarier now. Why? Because i wont let anyone steal my happiness. And due to that I've been able to take things with stride and have lots of pride in myself.
And pride in you guys the community that grew up with me in my years. You guys all of you reading are a new start, a new beginning for me and for you. Let me help you learn.. and in return you can let me learn from you.
I expect great things from you guys, as you interact with me.. and I want you to expect the same from me.
Lets work together in creating a world thats our happiness. Lets support each other. Lets walk through all the troubles we have together.
